But he has become an outsider. Eddie is holding out hope that Buck had just accidentally fallen asleep there and he really didnt think that when Eddie said Youre always welcome to the other half of the bed Buck he wasnt being serious. What happens when Eddie notices something? The team gives him anxious glances when they get back, watching him closely as he takes off his gear and walks upstairs. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. Well, three times really. I am horrible at summaries, but basically, two idiots who are in love and don't know how to communicate who break up and then get back together after successfully talking. However, in the end, Eddie supposes it was inevitable. Because of the lawsuit, everyone has turned their backs on him. Part 3 of BuckTaylor Week; "Hey, hey - I've got you." But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. He's not doing so hot and no one seems to notice until it's almost too late. A post 6x10 spec-fic. Starts the morning after 'Do You Think I'm Gay?' So Buck takes pity on him and asks, Eddie? He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. And Eddie? While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. You will not regret it. what if Shanon never returns?What if Bobby didn't ask for help?where Athena is too late ?where Bucks leg can't be saved? Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. . Please consider turning it on! He slowly leafed through the papers in his hand, his eyes tearing up without permission. New reworked version hopefully with less mistakes. He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Theyd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each others clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. All rights reserved He's scared to die, that much he knows. Evan "Buck" Buckley & Harry Grant are Siblings. AU. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. The seat on the firetruck next to Eddie was Bucks seat. She has an older sister Kathleen who is 15. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. They learn that the last few years have not been easy for Buck. Sometimes an apology is not enough. Only Eddie and Chris sense that their Buck is somewhere. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. My dom partner ended up showing up at the one good thing I had going for me and Im just waiting for my friends to realize I cant compete with Mr. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. I don't know what am I supposed to do? Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. 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Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. He tells no one. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. This is a rewrite of my 1st fic I wrote. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. Maybe she knew that he wouldn't know how to stop. Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. He is attacked and abused by three men. The two people perk up when they hear this and it stops Buck in his tracks. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation. Dr Copeland has helped, Eddies occasional (now permanent) comfort helped. Buck and Eddie have reached a tipping point, and realize they need each other more than they thought. cause a lot of people write it the other way around and i need to even the scales, Eddie is surprisingly emotionally vulnerable in this one, mostly mentioned or make a brief appearance. There wasnt any specific event that led him to it, everything had just been building up, and he was finally done. (Which, as they realized later, should have been the first clue that something was not right with Buck. 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Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. Yea, that would be stupid. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. Eddie joins the 118. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". The darkness of the city, even with lights and people and voices all around him, feels oppressive in a way he cannot put a name to. There's no in between." - Y me ests abrazando con mucha fuerza, como si no quisieras que me fuera. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. I uh, Buck tries to say. You answered every question correctly and in the history of the LAFD no one has ever scored 100% on that exam but you did., Eddie moves his right hand from Bucks shoulder and gently cups his cheek. And he needs Eddie to understand that. In the aftermath of the shooting, Buck visits Bobby in the hospital, and they have a long-overdue conversation. Eddie really did think it was pretty.And what an odd thought that was. He glanced at the others, as they all had shocked faces and they were worried. He was home. Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. Theyd spent the rest of the first day of the new year curled up in the cheap hotel room that Buck barely remembers getting to and turning up the volume on the tv too loud. What if Maddie hadn't made it to L.A?What if Eddie hadn't survived? ", "Am I uh do you do you think I deserve to be happy?". But its fine because eventually my boss will fire me again and none of my friends will want to hang out with me anymore. He is stupid with exhaustion. It was an unspoken rule at this point, so why was everyone always stealing his spot? But now it all seems like one huge mountain thats insurmountable. Buck listen to me! So yeahhh, here it is. That hair.no one has that bright of an orange hair color.not even Abby. Granted, I uhonly know how to make breakfast foods right now but I could cook us something when we get back to the station. In the grand scheme of things, there are worse things someone could do to cope. 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He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Hed been trying so hard to get himself ready, to prove that he can do this tonights celebration at Bobby and Athenas is supposed to be a triumphant return. Luckly, Eddie is there to take care of him. Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. - De acuerdo, ganas esta discusin. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. Thats just so He lets out a strangled laugh. He is introverted and afraid. An exhausted Buck needs Eddie to make it all better. (Or, Buck self-harms. And then he's standing right in front of Eddie. After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. 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(Oh yeah, and Eddie is surprisingly vulnerable. Buck finally reached his magic awakening, where it would be unbound. Still nothing. ---Danger looms as Taylor's career turns in new directions, leaving Buck torn between feeling proud and protective. 24, 2020 - Bitmain - the world's leading producer of cryptocurrency mining hardware continues its partnership with one of the few Nasdaq-listed cryptocurrency mining companies - Riot Blockchain ("Riot. (Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris. After the tsunami, they bond and become mates. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him.